37 Weeks

I am feeling very, very pregnant. Two Weeks ago, I had another growth ultrasound. She weighed 6 pounds 4 oz. I'm sure she is well over seven pounds now. I have been taking insulin and it doesn't seem to help. My numbers can be very high despite my diet and the insulin. Abigail is still breech, too. I am more convinced that a vaginal breech birth will be the way this baby will be born. The more I have read about breech births, the better I feel. I have attempted (twice) to schedule a ECV, but both times my hospital cancelled the appointment. I am now waiting for a different hospital to contact me to schedule the procedure. Considering I am already 37 weeks and the baby being so big, I sincerely doubt they could even flip her successfully. I have contractions, but I am only dialated to a 1-2cm. Without a head pressing down on my cervix I am not feeling the same pressure as I normally do. I would love a December baby, but her due date would be fine, too.